His other night my first lover called me, said he was sad, want me to go drinking with him. And that time is 10:30 pm. I refuse to go to work for tomorrow. And ... how on earth did he not talk to her during the few years that now they call me to go drinking at half mast at night like that. But I just said that I should go to work tomorrow morning should not walk, meeting him on another occasion. So he said sarcastically as if the whole world I only I had a job. I am amused by the way he talked not changed in nearly 10 years. Only I was much different then. I just smiled and then shut off. Do not forget to block him from the phone book.
I think you can not find a perfect person in this world. But you certainly have to find people who want to develop themselves better everyday. He may have modest resources, but efforts to get a better job, to have a better life. He can not express emotions well, but try to learn to be patient, calm so as not to hurt you when he is angry. He would read books, who better to speak to an open-minded and become more civilized behavior.
Every time looking back on her former lover, has a job, that position still, still revolves around the story micromanaging rice rice shirt money, I felt lucky for some reason, I did not stay with them, although at parting, he had struggled so much suffering. After the farewell, I always take care of myself better, take reading, take more work. Partly to forget about grief, partly because I think you deserve something better.
I always think its just good living, try to improve myself every day, life will send her to himself a worthy man. So, do not be too sad to bid farewell to a man whom I love so much. Sometimes life sorted for you a better person in the future, just you keep faith and strive for more ho good things for themselves. "